i am not okay

i need a drink, yeah
i need a cigarette
or i need some water, my dear
i think i'm dying
no, i'm not gonna make it
i'm not gonna make it this year
i am not alright
i am not alright
i am not okay, i swear
i tried and i tried
and committed suicide
socially awkward and bare
nobody wondered
and nobody asked
yeah i'm sure, quite sure no one cared
i'm gonna die
i'm not gonna make it
not gonna make it i swear.
i'm gonna die
no, i'm not gonna make it
i'm not gonna make it this year.